Expectations and Fear

 

It’s a bit scary traveling this far across the world. I’ve done it before, but that was in 2003, and I can’t lie; I don’t remember anything from when I was two years old. So, this is almost an entirely new experience for me, which is scary due to the lack of knowledge to work off of.

The expectations of those around me have also fed this feeling.

Throughout the holidays, my friends and family have been asking me what I was most excited about with this trip, and I have found myself unable to give them an answer I am satisfied with. I’ve found that it is difficult to know what expectations I would have while prepping for this Study Away trip. I have realized that I don’t know yet what I should be excited about because of how much I know will happen within the three weeks this class will travel throughout the country. The country of Italy is incredibly rich in history, and it would be impossible to fit all of it into even a year’s worth of travel. So, how could I possibly find the single thing I am most excited about?

As of right now, I don’t think I can.

But that’s okay, and I realize it’s okay not to know what to look forward to. Even more so, it’s okay to be nervous about the trip.

I’m ready for this trip to start; upon posting this blog post, it will be roughly 28 hours until it's time to fly.

The hours need to go by faster. I’m ready to see what this January will bring, and hopefully, by the end, I’ll be able to say what I was most excited about.

-        Austin K

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